Faithfully speaking I know that things in my life will soon shape up. Right? I guess. Shit, pain don't last always. I want so badly to be happy and look at things differently, but how can I when things remain the same as last year? It's said that when one door closes another opens, and I used to believe that until I shut one door and the fucking house caved in. I need a path, a small indication that change is underway because right now my life isn't hitting on shit. I've dedicated my entire life to the well being of others, and now that it's time for me to spread my wings and fly I find out I never left time to learn how. I guess that in short what I really want to say is: "things change, yet they always stay the same". Like the old military term goes : "hurry up to wait". Somethings gotta give, but I guess that's why "indecisive thoughts equal subconscious fears!"
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